Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I DO! I DON"T!

i don't know what to think.... it's been forever since the last time i dream of him asking me to marry him...
and now i don't want to think about it.. i'm so used to living with him like this for a long time, like i don't even care what other poeple might think of our relationship..
i already buried the thought of it long time ago... so why just now?
why asking me now???
it's not that i don't want it anymore..., or it is?
maybe... i do not know..
it's just this awkward feeling that running to viens, this is so unfamiliar to me...
it's not that i don't love him anymore, 'coz i really do!
i don't want to hurt his feelings, but i don't how to say , yes...

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